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Meditation on subway tiles

Sit down and grab journal while kids are in pool. 5 min later, middle child bursts out of the pool and hands you the green torpedo to throw to him in said pool.  Drips water all over said journal, Kindle … Continue reading

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Brutal

It was brutal. The marathon that is. First there was the heat.  The need for water, for the love of all that is good and holy more WATER! Down my neck, over my head (watch out for the FitBit) and … Continue reading

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Trust your training

I literally sat down about 3 hours ago to start this blog when I heard blood curdling screaming coming from the garage. XS was screeching and sobbing.  I waited about 3-4 minutes and realized it wasn’t dying down.  I opened … Continue reading

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One more

There is a personal trainer who teaches classes at the Y who has become the voice in my head during long runs and solo lifting sessions.  She says things like “this is only 4% of your day” or “don’t quit … Continue reading

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Ordinary Time

“Mom, I just wish I could do something.” “We’d do anything.” We had just spent hours with some of our dearest friends from church.  Our grieving friends had had a super hard day, putting baby Isaac’s clothes away.  Grandma Elaine had … Continue reading

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Friendship is…

The last two weeks have reminded me so much of how important relationships are.  The extra time, momentary discomfort and the minor work seem nothing compared to the joy I have had being on the receiving end of what friendship is. … Continue reading

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The Circus: Day One

It was supposed to start at 6am, but my body thought 5am would be better.  I was lying in bed, praying to go back to sleep but eventually I gave up.  I knew it was 6am when Elam came BOUNDING … Continue reading

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One week ago…

One week ago I didn’t know what to do.  What to say.  How to help. One week ago I hadn’t ever really grieved.  Hadn’t cried so hard my eyes, throat and chest hurt.  Hadn’t ever seen my friends all doing … Continue reading

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YOU MATTER!

I am white.  Midwestern.  Grew up in a farming town where the only non-white kids were adopted.  I literally don’t think there were any non-white adults except a Vietnamese family my dad’s church adopted.  Thankfully, the Lam’s were in our … Continue reading

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Mundane Resolutions

Brian spent last week serving about 16,000 participants at a huge missions conference, hanging out with Christian celebrities backstage.  He ate salmon, was a bouncer for Francis Chan and sat down with David Platt.  He took a selfie with Michelle … Continue reading

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